Wednesday, December 3, 2014

Who am I? Mother. Wife. Daughter. Sister. Friend. Neighbor. Friend. Sometimes the enemy. I


Nothing Toxic does not work as partners compete with each other. I am not able to understand couples genea who work in the same industry or studying at one direction. genea I found out about it when I had to compete with its own boyfriend. He is a computer and graphic designer, I'm studying journalism and team manageress genea my friend. genea I had to design a poster advertising a concert in Poznan. I'm not good at creating the graphics, I'm doing just fine retouching in Photoshop, but I decided to try their hand and see how much I can afford. genea I have prepared a project, which at the end I was really proud of it. I sent her beloved to show off their skills, then I had to take on the chest very unfair criticism, a beloved sent me his work, much better made, simply professional. I can not describe how I felt, and still feel like, because the case is fresh. Hopeless, because I was full of enthusiasm and willingness to work, glad of each stage of work, I was proud of what I created because I struggled for three hours. I heard that the font that I used is cheesy, and my poster does not attract attention. God, how I was sorry. Still makes me want to cry and do not want to talk to him. Of course, a thousand times already apologized to me for my words, genea but this is not even the point is, as I judged, but that is simply discredited. What a fool I was! I thought I can do anything, I was happy with their work. But I forgot that there is always someone who will do it a thousand genea times better. And again, I go back to the arguments put forward at the beginning - what kind of relationship where one partner feels worse than the other? Is not it should be that the love they give each other the energy and motivation to act? I know I can get a little exaggerating and take it too personally, but I suffer from terrible superiority complex and hypertrophy of ambition. I do not want to use someone's help and use the skills of others, because she wanted to take care of this poster. Well, but my eyes were opened, and it occurred to me that I'm a hopeless graphic designer and I should not at all take for something you do not know how. You have proven to me that you're better than me. You are pleased with himself? The worst part is that after all love him and need his support and if it were someone else, who rivals he was the one to comfort me, but now, when I'm angry at myself, genea and for him, and I'm damn sorry I do not have a did not want to talk to him and it really hurts. I do not know how to come out of such situations such pairs, genea as Thomas and Hannah Fox, Angelina and Brad, Gwen Stefani and her husband that if David Rose and colleagues from the year my sister, who together study in biology. genea I really do not know how to cope in situations when one of them performs worse than the other on professional background. Maybe it is the ambition and the distance to each other, but I feel hopeless and I am glad that my boyfriend does not study with me. By the way, it's genea really funny phenomenon. Why do I feel so sorry for him, because I knew he was a good graphic designer, and that the execution of this poster is no problem genea for him? Why this grief? Because suddenly invaded my territory? Because this is an area where I would have sooner or later to work? Because I compromised. Let compare miserable, primitive pseudo rookie work with professional work. And as I dashed on his background? Like an idiot. Otherwise, I can not call it. Now I've lost all enthusiasm for work, I lost motivation, lost all confidence, confident in the fact that I'm doing well, sure, I'm good. I lost it all. Again, I am a shy girl, again, I can only count on help from others, again, I want to cry, it turned out that I can not do. I wanted to have everything I wanted to do everything, but it turned out that I was good for nothing. I lost with their own ambitions and suffers my relationship. And to whom I now count? Because I do not think for her beloved.
Who am I? Mother. Wife. Daughter. Sister. Friend. Neighbor. Friend. Sometimes the enemy. I'm a woman. Cleaning genea lady, cook, gardener, fashionista fejsbookowiczką and throwing up on all the millions of ideas for yourself and life. I'm thirty years old, two daughters - Peppa Dzordz three years and one year old military man - uniforms, to the two dogs, although we suspect that the genes of moles, because love to dig burrows in the backyard. What do I like? I like to sleep, this factor is luck I still have a little, I like to cook, take care of the garden, read, I like to write, so I write. View my complete profile
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